[[Princess's Dreams]]

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

[[sun will never set]]

yays! something cheerful at last, this song is soo true... the sun will never set alrights?

to SC comm'08- jiayous! i will be there!
to june camp comm'08- dont worry we will get through this as a team xD
to china doll(myself)-jiayous, dont get muscle cramps =x
to Drama cast & crew- yays! work towards the goal (1st august!)
to seniors- i miss you guys, wish to have you all back for any camps
to all- you people are my happiness!

& yays! tmr i DO NOT have to go school! (like finally)

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

[[Sichun]]

After watching the show in tribute to the Sichun earthquake, many many thoughs overwhelmed me. What if one day Singapore somehow got an earthquake hitting it, how many of the population can survive it? What if one day, a tsunami hit Singapore somehow, will we all drown? What if tomorrow I just die like that, will anyone care?

There are so many people dying in SiChun and places near the epic center. Rescuers dug out bodies after bodies, quite demoralizing, don’t you think so? Learnt that one of the rescuers dug out his wife and his 11-month old baby, BOTH dead. But, he just continued to dig out after victims, without complaining or anything. He just said, “I can’t help it that both of my kins died (with me carrying them in my hands) This is my responsibility, people down there (pointing into the rubble) are my family members, I need to help them.”

Another guy carried his dead son from below the rubble of the old school. His wife was exclaiming, “You rescued so many children, and yet you didn’t save our own child. What are you?” After, this guy started crying, now his wife and his brother are not talking to him. From this, we can see that the rescuers themselves are also grieving inside them.

Everybody will die one day. And if I died, what will others feel? Will I just disappear into thin air and be forgotten? Will I just be a shadow on the streets? Do I affect anyone or anything? I don’t know. I think im starting to blabber as im not in a good emotional condition anymore. Maybe seeing all these saddening scenes make me feel demoralized. I hope that people would help the charity organization show, which will be shown tonight. As quoted from a Taiwanese actor, “I don’t care if you donate only 1 cent, $10 OR $1000, I only care about every single cent & every heart that you give us”

So, jiayous to the people in undesirable state in the affected places & rest in peace for those who had paid their precious lives because of the natural disaster.

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[[Untitled]]

i so so love this song...untitled. somehow it makes me realised loads of stuffs. people who care, people who love, people who plays, people who makes mistakes...emotional by listening to music T.T

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

[[i love you guys]]

flu's getting more serious, i may have serious gan-maoing. sad-ed, hated FLU! i have to get well soon (hopefully, by monday) i have a series of stuffs to do starting next week's monday. I have to go back to school for the whole of next week. AND, SC'08 is starting on FRIDAY! hahas, quite cool to have such a packed schedule for holidays.

SLAB termly workshop; felt quite bad as response was not too good. ohwells, lucky i did learnt something. I found out more about myself, you know. I hope the attendance for the next one would be better xD had dinner with liya,peiying, bernice. So, after i went to join belverlin, huishi, liyana while waiting for my parents. We talked about Doomsday, and its quite scary & saddening. But, i love chatting to the three of them! must chat more often yeahs? anws, thanks lum san for the blogpost! you know i treasure you alrights? jiayous! After, Jasper joined us, and Desmond too. Talked awhile and i left.

im getting more letargic when every second goes by. BUT. i still wanna carry on with what i have left. thanks to those who are all around me, giving me the energy to go on and on. Seniors, juniors, friends, besties, family... ... THANK YOU!

JIAYOUS to Selection Camp Comm'08 too! know you guys can do a good job yeahs? and good luck to those SL nominees! xD

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Friday, May 23, 2008

[[200th post]]

yays! this is my 200th post, like finally. ha! random-ing. Okay, my life has speed up. Many many things for May-June.
~~exco elections~~
SL Workshop
Drama practices for Drama Night
Selection Camp'08
Sec3 Camp'08 +
Annual june Camp'08
Xinthesis 2 Concert
SL training
Remedial
Holiday Homeworks
Exco Elections Results

WOW! fantasico...last day of school is just over like that...just like that. Imagine how fast i will be in sec4, how fast everything flies past. How i wasted my time i had, how i had not been able to do certain stuffs, how i regret, how i cry, how i forget, how i became another self, what i did when i fell down, what did i do when others fell down, what i felt & what i am still feeling. finefinefine...

Results are just so-so, though must buck up my physics & amaths. More assessments coming! lols... i hope i can stay virus-free this hols, i dont need to be weak. Oh please...

more revisions are needed...should i start planning my hols now? YES...

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

[[Updates]]

Many things happened in a flash! updates on exco-elections. Myor rather me & peiying's posters are pasted around the school, if you have realised! Yays. Completed! Most of you should have heard our cute little morning rally on tuesday, when i was Hilary Clinton, and peiying was Obama-quite success, had response from quite a number of people. Upper sec recess rallying today, went quite well too. Although Clarence did scare us a little by turning up late, but uber thanks to him & his super speech. As well as many thanks to Ms Phan, who had been "singing" praises of us on the stage. Chopsticks!! if anyone wants our limited chopsticks, please dont hesitate to look for me or peiying...xD

today had my first full cast meeting (with the sec1s too) & i wasnt the Princess Doll anymore...i had became a china doll...so cool for me uhs? at least i can be exposed to many types of dolls, i think. i will miss calling bernice "MUMMY" ohgosh. but, i still love her as always...

results were sucky(well at least for me), did managed not to cry though...not a single shed for my results.
EMaths. paper 1- 43/60 A2
Emaths. paper 2- 26/80
TOtal = 49.2 % [FAILED]

AMaths. paper- ??/80 [FAILED]
(second paper that i failed)

Chemistry Paper- 34/60 C5 [56.7 % PASSED]

Geography Paper- 34/50 B3 [68 % PASSED]
(highest in class was Janice with 37/50)

English Paper 1- Compo 20/30 (not bad), Proposal 19/30 (okay)
English Paper 2- ??
Total = 59.5 % C5 [Passed. like PHEW!]

HMT Paper 1- ??
HMT Paper 2- 55/110 [I PASSED]
Total = 56.5 % C5 [PASSED]
(Second in class for me...but im so depressed. ITS CHINESE FOR GOD'S SAKE)

Physics- FAILED LIKE CRAZY

Social Studies Paper- 24/50 [FAILED, DAMN IT, 1 mark]
History Paper- 34/50 [PASSED]
Combined Humanities = PASSED
(well im glad, dissapointed with SS though, Mr signh marker)

FAILED - a total of 4 subjects, i think im gonna die! I hate tuitions! for heaven;s sake, i can;t swear! ohgosh!

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Friday, May 09, 2008

[[slb comments]]

Midyears are over, Post-examinations is here, exco-elections is starting (next week), June camp comm resuming, Xinthesis comm resuming, june holidays coming with loads of catching ups on studies to do... ...what a life i have here... & i am not at all complaining (i dont feel that need to too)

NOTE: i am not commenting on anyone here, you want read just read, dont want just click to another link i would not really mind... below is what i have thought during the dream that i dreamt or even before i slept the whole night.

its my fault lurhs, everything is my fault. i knew it was going to happen before everyone realised but i didnt do enough to stop this catastrophe. whats happening to us? to Slb? its no good to know more than you aren't need to know & this happens all the time to me... maybe im sensitive, you may say. maybe i spot difference faster? maybe i am piecing everything out in my brain at night, even my dreams come true (but its not wierd to me,happens all the time) maybe im a wierdo...maybe i am somebody who asked people not to be emo & solved others problems, & i will be emo from time to time, useless to myself in solving my own problems.(sorry, cant help it)

i am having mixed feelings, crying crying crying over again doesnt help. it sucks. and oh please, i look like puffy fish now. why cant everything be smooth(for once)? i do care about all of us. Slb is NOT a thing, it is us, it is people. We can't throw it away, like discarding rubbish/craps. I just can't bring myself to think about the future, what will happen & what is going to happen. I remember some of us are like saying, "Yeah, i found my passion back..." and now i doubt it when one says it. He/she doesn't even remembers what he/she said it once before...so its very contradicting. I wonder when the next time i hear this sentence again, will that person make the same mistake as someone else had made? I really do ponder.

I don't want to see more & more people feeling aimless in Slb. This is not the supposed to be like it. I don't want to let the seniors feel disappointed in us. Its really saddening. I get responses like "No Sls are still good anyway" from students. (And at least i know, there are people supporting us. I can smile to that.)

I believe there's a way to everything. (I may be too naive, but its true.) If not, you will see people jumping off building, every minute,every second.

Happy stuffs... Went to Kbox cineleisure with 9 other girls, Mabel, Yensiu, Wendy, Kexin, CHarmaine, Peiying, Bernice, Hsiao Ching, Sharon. What do you expect from 10 girls to be in the kbox room? Crazy time, playing, jumping, singing... ... It is the only time that i felt relaxed...i can just leave everything blank in my mind & concentrate on my singing, without having to think about problems, about tests, about stuffs. I like that kind of feeling, without having to care about the time. Having others to stare from outside of our room, to see whats really going on in our crazy room. Still remembering the super high song we sang "GIRL FRIEND" i think we were all like drunk or something (even though we drank sprite/coke/ice lemon tea) i want k-ing soon...

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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

[[END of midyrs 08]]

A quiz from deardear Denise Loveely & Ling Fang.

1 . What you want the most now?
Do NOT fail any of the Mid years papers, & get 3 A1’s? Last forever for us! xD

2 . Who is the person you trust the most?
Myself

3 . What do you think of yourself?
I am unique & worthy, people can rely on me for any solutions to problems.

4 . If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Um, good qns. Maybe like step into the tv world (backstage, acting, singing, dancing?)

5 . What would you call love if you were to describe it in a word (current feelings)?
Special

6 . What is your goal for this year?
Try to buck up my studies and get MORE A1s’! O-level’s CHINESE too-A1!

7 . Do you believe in eternity love?
Maybe, I don’t know, but hope so…

8 . Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
LOLS, first one definitely yes (a bit guilty) but if he/she wants to commit suicide, then I think it is stupid for that orhs.

9 . What feeling do you love most?
To be able to do my things in my own way, HAPPY, and no more GENDER stereotype (parents)

10 . What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Tall dark handsome? (JOKING LAH ^^) cares about me, and I cares about him!

11 . What feeling do you hate the most?
To be breaking people’s hearts, and people breaking mine. EMO sucks!

12 . Do you love yourself?
DUH who don’t? Everyone must learn how to love themselves before others can love them.

13 . Did you ever thought of who you were going to marry?
Maybe, maybe not. But my mummy wants me to marry my first love (which is like DUH NO WAY!)

14 . What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Be myself… …

15 . Who do you hope to be always there for you?
almost everyone!! Family, SLB, love, friends.

16. What do you want most on your birthday?
hahas, good one mine like past le. I want contact lens! Lolls.

Instructions : Remove 1 question from above,and add in your personal question , then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post . Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged . Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all . People who've been tagged :DOHWELLS I guess many people did this quiz? So anyone who wants to do this quiz can just do! =D

P.S THANKS denise & lingfang for passing on this quiz to me. I know you two are lovely…especially LOVEELY.
P.SS ThANKS to many who are so tolerant of me being so um, detached from the Internet world hahas, cause so many troubles can! (Of coz, including you!)

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