[[Princess's Dreams]]

Thursday, October 23, 2008

[[END OF YEAR]]

Freaking End of Year. sucks sucks sucks.
I thought end of year would be good, a time for me to take a rest. Oh no. this is so not going to come true. where's my fairy god-motherr...T.T more things & tasks are piling up. Now, even holiday hws can seem to be a few pages, but actually fact its alot. Nothing feels right. Im pissed lurhs. At this point of time, MY COMPUTER COULD ACTUALLY LIKE HANGED & my datas that i was typing all went *proof* byebye! (GREAT, so now what? Retyping everything?) Ghahs, no more sleep orhs. . . When you see a panda in front of you tomorrow, don't scream.

Every school days, every recess, every cca sessions, every slacking session in school, it will be gone during the Holiday. Even the Potluck auntie (one of canteen vendors) also leaving the school already, so next year there will be a change of vendor. Arent i supposed to be happy for having holidays? AHH, i miss school. Bridging programme would not be the same as school bahs. Figured out that mr lee is taking over our both maths lessons, i feel like fainting. mrs song still the best, i guess. x)

Good news, Orientation adhoc'09
it will be an exciting year ahead, many events will happen one after another...the head start is the orientation. So wierd, first day of school on a Friday. hahas. then weekend. First time! jiayous to the committee & to denise, dont worry too much! I will protect you... *promised*

jiayous clarinda.
Once you trusted a person, it equally gave him the chance to betray & hurt you.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

[[this is me]]

Exams are finally over, but somehow im feeling empty within me. I don't know what's with me nowadays. This song describes the feeling in me. Why? I have actually no idea? hahs, wierd me. Whats in the past, now is history. And, i am like living in another world. I thought i was happy, I thought i was able to be strong. And I thought that was a better choice for me. I guess I am wrong.

Someone asked me "Are you really ohkay?" I replied, "Yes , or i think so" Actually i don't really know. I hate this feeling of uneasiness. I feel so uneasy with some guys prying into my own problems, w/o me knowing. Please, please and please, stop whatever you are doing, you are just wasting your time. I would not give in to anyone. I just want to be unattached. Do you think theres a problem to that? I admit, i am still not ready, & you don't need to rub it in.

This is me now. I guess. Ice skating, shopping, movie, playtime! xD no more examinations! I shall revert back to the "happy" me now. Ciao.

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